hey~

What happened?
Yesterday I slept at 7:00AM. Today I woke up at 8AM to go to church. I only slept an hour. The reason why I did not sleep that much was I had to draw 40pictrues. I planned to draw 16pictues today and 40pictures yesterday. I thought I could draw one of them in 2minutes but unfortunately it turned out to 20minutes. When I went to church, I was out of my mind. I could not think of anything but to blink my eyes all the time. I was sitting in the first row. Pastor kept look at me because I was very sleep. I kept shook my head because I was very sleepy. I wish I can get some more sleep!

Emotion
I did not feel good today because I did not have sleep. It was awful. I kept blinking my eyes in the road and house. Many people looked at me many times because I kept blinking. I feel quite a weird. I need to get some more sleep I guess.l




Education
I think I have to do my homework before I get more amount of homework. This Cheosuk, I kind of played at the beginning and study all the time at the last of the Cheosuk. I do not think it is a good idea to do my homework in that way. I need to try new way.

not good

What happened?
I woke up at 8:50AM. I was planning to go to my mother’s mother’s house. I told my mom that I would stay home. My parents went out by themselves. I had many things to do. Especially the vocabulary, I had to draw almost 70of them. I was freaking out. Maybe I drew my first three too carefully and nice that it took me almost one hour to draw 3of them. I had cup noodle for my lunch because I was alone in my house. It was hard for me to stand the hunger but I still worked. Now I drew almost 25. I need to work overnight. I came here to write journal first. Today is going to be hard day.

Emotion
I don’t get what I did today. I almost studied all the day but how come I only drew 25of them. Did I put so much effort so that I thought the time was very slow or something? After working until 3PM, I went to grandfather’s house to eat dinner with my family. We came back at 10:10PM. I am even tired right now. Please let me overcome this hardship.

Education
I should watch clocks more often. I think I used my times in other things like searching internets and stuffs too much. I should watch clocks more so that I do not waist any more times. I think that is the right way for me. Also I think I need to do my homework earlier.

hey ho

What happened?
I woke up at 11AM again. When I woke up my mother was phoning to my brother. They were serious about something that I don’t know. As usually I had breakfast lunch which is in the middle of the breakfast and lunch. Since I had long day offs from school. I did not have many things to do. I read many books to earn some points. I had fun too. Many books were nice books. Public Enemy Number Two was very good book. I could not wait to read this book. This book was always exciting. I wish I can read more books not to earn points but to develop and have some fun with it. After reading some books, one guest came to our house. After having some conversation with him, we had dinner

Emotion
I did not feel quite much today. I read many books today, about 2 books. It seems like 2books are not that many books to read. They are very thick books. I had to be patient in order to read them all. Dinner I had today was very good. My dad’s junior in college, sent him Korean cow meat. My mom made food with that. The food was very good today.

Education
I learned how to read fast. I need to read detailed in text books but for the novel, I think it is good way to skim it. I can skim and know the story but not in detailed. I wish I can just skim and know all the story in detailed.

Hey yo

What happened?
Today I woke up early because I and my parents had a plan to go to Bungdang. It was because I had to change lens of the glasses and needed to cut my hair. Since I was very tired and not wanted to go only my parents went. I said I will just go on Saturday to change lens of the glasses and cut my hair. The other reason that I did not go there was I had to do my homework especially from Mr. Fambro and Ms. Bae. It was hard for me to cover them all this weekend so I need to it today and tomorrow. Moreover, I needed to read some accelerated books. This progressive journal is part of the homework that’s why I am doing it actually. For my lunch, I had JJappaghetti. It is instant food like noodle. After that I had some rest on the sofa. I almost fell into sleep but I did not.

Emotion
I need to get some more sleep. If I do not go to school I usually wake up at 11:00AM but today I woke up at 8:00AM so I am tired. I wish I can go to the movie theater and watch a movie. I thought about it and actually since it’s Cheosuk, there will be many movies in television right now. I better go and watch them.

Education
I do not think I learn anything today but if I have to say I learned something, I think I learned how to think bright side. I wished I wanted to see the movie in the theater. If I do not have a chance to do that, it is good way to see the movie in home in television.

problems

What happened?
I woke up at 11 o’clock. When I woke up, my dad and my mom was watching at the television. The program was called “King of kings in cooking.” The program was very fun. One food was about Chinese food. The Other one was about Korean food, and another one was about American food. The chiefs showed their best food they got. Examiners judged their food and gave them scores. The winner was Korean food cook. It was because other food had drawbacks. Chinese food was too hard to eat and the meat in the American food was too rare for us to eat. After watching that program, our family ate pizza from Domino. We ordered new kind of pizza that was made in Domino. It had sweet potato and had no outward pieces in pizza. I mean, I cannot explain how it was made. Frankly speaking, the taste was not that good. I regret that I ordered this new one.

Emotion
These days, I sleep for a long time. Maybe I am in puberty right now. I wish I was in puberty because then I can be taller. My personal goal is to be taller because I want to be basketball player if I can. In Cheosuk, I am looking forward to see many good movies. Yesterday, I watched “Beautiful woman is distressed. It was really good movie. It is sometimes funny, scary, and touching.

Education
I wonder why I cannot be taller. I thought about it for a long time and I found a conclusion. It was very simple. I sleep at midnight which is in 2 o’clock. Also, I do not eat anchovies nor drink milk. I think those are the main problems. I think I should have some more sleep.

Holiday

What happened?
I woke up at 8 o’clock. I did not sleep well because my dad and uncle snored too much. I was bothered so much that I woke up 5times. After eating lunch with all my family, I and my parents went to my mother’s mom’s house. On the way there, I slept again. There were many people in grandmother’s house because my mother had six sisters. It really is a big family. Since it is very big family, I got lots of money. Since my mom was the youngest in her family, my mom cooked. Our big family had dinner together. When they were talking to each other, I just watched television because I thought it was bored. I also slept in grandmother’s house. After eating dinner, I slept for an hour and a half.

Emotion
I felt many things today. It is God’s grace that my mom’s mother and my dad’s grandparents are all alive so that we can gather in one place and play together. I love to gather with people because I love to talk. Actually I am the youngest in this family. I really do not have many people to talk with. In my parents’ age, they only talk about economic things, how the world goes. The thing is that it is very boring too me. I get bored all the time whenever they talk about that topic. I wish they know more about what I enjoy to talk about.

Education As yesterday, I learned that I have to come more often to my grandparents’ house. Since I knew that it is privilege for me to have them. Some people do not even have them alive so that they cannot go and see in their parent’s house but in graveyard. I wish my grandparents can live happily forever.

fun day

What happened?
I woke up at 8AM today. I had to go to Seoul to go to my grandfather’s house. After eating breakfast we went to Seoul. On the way, I slept. It took an hour and a half. When we went to grandfather’s house, there were many people. There were 8people. We all prepared for the dinner. I did not eat lunch because I was too full. I had seongpyun too much. For dinner, we had Jangagui, actually in English they are eel. I had too much of them again so I was sick. I had stomachache again. After eating dinner I and my cousin went to Pc room to play Star Craft. He was very good so I lost to him every single game I played with him. I wished that I can be better than him. I should practice a lot.

Emotion
I played Star Craft with Dayeon today. He was very good. I almost lost. I played 5times with him. I won 4times there. When I played zerg I lost to him. When I played protoss, I won. I was pretty good in zerg but still he won. He said he was the best player in GSIS. Since I won him, I think I get the first place in Star Craft. I wish I can keep up. I was very happy because of that.

Education
Today, I learned that I have to go to my grandparent’s house more often. They greeted us so much that I felt very sorry for them that I did not go there very often. They love me so much. Why would I not go if they love me? I better go to sleep now in order to play tomorrow.

Repent

What happened?
As I woke up, I went to church. Since it was Cheosuk, there were not that many people it used to be. It was special time for me to pray more what I did past weekend. Pastor’s sermon was about really good thing. I was very affected by it. I think my pastor is very good pastor. He knows what if we are trouble or not and talks about it after the sermon is over. After church I went to singing room with my friends. Well, actually they were much older than me but still we are friends. I love hang out with people who is older than me because they are very comfortable to be with.

Emotion

I like to go to church because I learned what I should do this weekend and reflect about past weekend. Especially his sermon let me to repent all the times. This week I repented about the arrogant mind I had. I had many troubles with this, so I made up my mind not to show off but be humility. I really need to be modest so that I would not be in trouble anymore.

Education
I learned many things today. I learned that it is hard achieve what I really want. I need to try and try in order to get what I want. I played basketball today. I did not practice quite for a while. The ball just would not go in to the basket. When I practiced everyday, the ball went in to the hoop very easily but today, it just did not. I think I need to practice more.

happy? or sad?

What happened?
I woke up at 12:00AM today. When I woke up, one guest came. I did not know who she was but my mom greeted her very nicely. I washed my face first, and greeted her. I was looking awful because I slept for 12hours almost. In my head, there was nothing but food. I had to eat food at that moment but the guest was here. Therefore, I couldn’t eat my lunch. After she went, my mom had to make a lunch. I had to wait again. When she made lunch, I was eating like a pig. I was full after eating much food as I could. Today was very good because I had nothing to do but eat, sleep, and play. I just read little amount of books. Even though I was happy, somewhere in my mind, there was worry. It was because I had to finish all my homework tomorrow.

Emotion
Today was very nice day. However, I could not do what I wished to do because it was raining. I wanted to practice basketball but it rained so I could not play but just to stay in my room looking at my computer. I thought I was feeling good, but actually I was not because of all the homework I have to do in Cheosuk. I wish I had a angel who finishes my homework perfectly in one second.

Education
I did not feel very good because I had much homework to do. I was kind of sad. I learned that I had to finish all my homework first and play. In that way, I do not have to worry about my homework and just have fun what I am doing. I thought that is very good way.

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What happened?
I woke up at 7:30AM. After waking up, I washed and clothed myself up. After doing that I went to the homeroom by foot. For my first class, I had to go to the gym. Obviously I had to get changed so that I do not fail in the participation. We are now learning about volleyball. Since I was in volleyball team, it was better for me to play. After fitness, I was very tired but we had to go to Ms. Bae’s class right away. She told us that the paper given to us was a pop-quiz so we did very carefully and hard but actually it was not graded. I was fished. She is very good at fishing. Next time, I will not get fished anymore. After Ms. Bae’s class I went to geometry class. This class is the most boring class. It is because it is hard to get good grades and we have to memorize all the math vocabulary that we did not know. This is the reason why I do not like geometry.

Emotion
Today was great because it was fun Friday but when I was playing basketball in the gym I just played for 20minutes because of somebody. I did not feel great because of that. Actually that is what they wanted to see. Maybe they did not want me to play. I could have consistently played but I didn’t because I did not feel that good. I wish I can overcome this feeling which I have right now.

Education
Today, I learned many things. First of all, if I do not speak Korean I get fun Friday which is not that fun but pretty much. I knew that today was the first anniversary of this school. “GSIS”. I learned that there is nothing when I frown or get annoyed. I have to overcome the conflicts I have right now and develop as better characteristic or personality.

Tired

What happened?
I woke up at 7:40AM. I was very tired. Actually all the morning these days are very tiring. The next thing I did after waking up was washing my hair. My bag was very heavy this day. I went to the homeroom first. As usually, we did nothing in the homeroom. Ms. Brown frowned and yelled at us because we did not push the chairs in after homeroom class. After homeroom class I went to reading class. I was little happy because my vocabulary test score has improved compare to last time. I grab many candies today too. After reading class I went to geometry class. I was happier because my math test score has improved also.

Emotion
I was very nervous today. I got 4 tests and quizzes back from many classes. Unfortunately, except for one, I got it which expected to get it. Some of them were very good and some of them were very bad especially English test. I wish I can get good score in CD project from Mrs. Major. I will try very even more hard from now on so that I do not regret after taking a test. As I talked last time, I hate tests because it never ends until I am in the graveyard. My own personal goal is to finish the test I have in my life, that way I will be very happy.

Education
I was very tired today. I learned that if I have a school and not a weekend, I need to sleep very early so that I will not be tired. I always sleep late because I do other things while I am doing my homework. That is actually very big problem. I cannot concentrate in the classes and I get sick if I do not sleep much. From now on, I will just sleep early and wake up at midnight and do my homework.

Rainy day.

What happened?
I woke up late today because I memorized all the sentences and the definitions and the part of speech and spellings from vocabulary sheet that Mr. Fambro gave me. I was not feeling very great so I kept pulling my heads down to the desk. I was very tired and sick. What can be worse than that? I went to biology class after homeroom. Mr. Reimer finally came back from the India. We went to the www. Popbrain.com. Since he came back from the India, he was tired so we did not have to do hard work in the biology class. After biology class I went to assembly to have a chapel. We praised God first and listened to Ms. Chae. Her speech was very great. She always gives examples what she is going to tell us. I like her because she is very kind and she says hello to me first whenever I meet her. After chapel I went to the homeroom. From that moment I did not feel very great. I asked Ms. Brown if I can go to the nurse room. She obviously agreed. I met David in the nurse room. He was very sick so that he might have to go home and he actually did after lunch. I took vocabulary quiz again in Mr. Fambro’s class. I did not feel great at that moment because I was so sick.

Emotion
Today, I really did not feel very good. I was sick and tired of homework and quiz and test that I had. Frankly speaking, I like A+ and A. I mean I think that is the right thing to have. I get depressed whenever I do not get good scores. I cannot think anything but that. That’s the reason sometimes I fight with my friends. I even went to nurse room today because I was sick. I suddenly caught a cold last night so I had to suffer from sore throat, cough, and headache.

Education
I learned about why I am doing all this hard work? I am doing this hard work to glorify God and praise God. These days I actually forget about God many times. I regret and confess my sins to God many times but when I come back to my ordinary life. I do not adapt in my life. I love God!.

Mental disease 'test'

What happened?
I woke up at 7:40AM. I was very sleepy because I slept at 3:00AM last night. I do not even remember what I did at night. Maybe I was too stressful of tests and scores. I walked to the school to go to homeroom. Everyone in the class looked very tired. I do not know it was because raining but they seemed tired. After homeroom I had writing class. Ms. Bae finally came from the India. She explained verb tenses briefly and after that she told us about her life in India. They were civilized but there were many poor people. I think she still had a great time there. After writing class I had pretty much easy class. I had art and PE after writing class. Even in art class, everyone looked so tired. I was tired too. Maybe everyone

Emotion
I had test on Ms. Major’s class. I did not feel good today because I was very tired. Right now I got an email from Ms. Major about my test scores. I almost fainted again. I changed my answers at the last moment of the test. I got all wrong what I changed. There is a proverb that never changes an answer in the multiple choices or you will get wrong. I should have followed that proverb. This test was 70% of the grade. What should I do now? I need to get 6A in order to go to main class.

Education
I learned many things today about life application and information. I learned that I have to follow the proverb or I will be in trouble. Actually right now I am in trouble, what should I do now. I cannot think of anything what I have to do and should do. I wish there is a guide that can help me right now. I really do not feel well right now. I am tired, caught a cold, and I think I will have mental problem right now.

Sad

What happened?
I woke up at 7:40AM to go to school. Since I am tired in every morning, I woke up late. I rush through to the school. I went to Ms. Major’s class for the homeroom. She read a poem about a kind of deer. After homeroom class I went to history class. I handed in my homework in USB port. After history class, I went to biology class. Since Mr. Reimer was in India, Mrs. Chimka came in for the class. We drew the picture of atom. Our group drew periodic table of the elements. She told us that it was fantastic. I thought it too. After biology I went to Mrs. Majors class. I learned about a poet and his life. I forgot his name. After that class I went to cafeteria for lunch. Since I did not even have breakfast in my home, I had lots and lots of lunch. Actually not that much but pretty much. I had a stomachache.

Emotion
Today, I got my quiz back from Mr. Fambro. I was very disappointed at the score I got and me. As the sheet of quiz was handed back to us, I almost fainted because of the score I got. It was worst score I ever got. I got all the problems right but I did not explain them all. As the result, I got very bad score. I am going to have a consultation with Mr. Fambro tomorrow. Stress is coming into my head right now. It’s part of my fault that I did not write explanations in sentences. I sincerely regret.

Education

I learned about Spain Empire in the history class. It was amazing that Spain was very greedy that they would kill the king of Aztec and got all the gold. I also learned about Columbus. Columbus was Italian. He could not get the money support from Italy so he went to Spain to get support. Actually he got all the money he needs to explore. He found many things. I think Italy had regret because of all the things what he found.

Touching

What happened?
I woke up at 9:20AM because I had to take bus at 9:40AM in the bus station. Now it is easy for me to wake up because I always go to the church every Sunday morning. I did my bible study homework in the bus. It was very hard me to write, but I had to do it. After riding bus, I walked to the church. We had to wear school uniforms so that I wore it to my church. It did not matter whether we wore it or not but pastor want it to see. That is the reason why we wore it. Pastor preached after praising the lord with school uniforms. After I heard the entire sermon from the pastor I did bible study. Since it was Christine Jung’s birthday, our teacher bought a cake and celebrated her. After bible study, I phoned to my mom but she did not get it, so I came back home by myself. I slept while I was coming back to my home. When I came home there were nobody in my house, so I did my homework and rest little bit. I still had lots of homework even though I did much of them.

Emotion
In the sermon, pastor told us that if we have no opportunity choose there is no love. I kind of think about this sentence deeply. How can there be no love if there has no choice. Well, let’s think this way. If there is only one way for the choice or on thing we can choose, anything in the world cannot become better relationship with anything. His word today touched me so much, maybe I was not sleepy. After that we had bible study again. In the bible study, my teacher talked about how much God loves us so that he even knows the number of our hairs what we even do not know. I really appreciated.

Education
Today in the sermon, he told us about God amazing love. In Adam and Eve story, many people will wonder why God even built the knowledge and the evil tree if he did not want us to eat. It was because he wanted to have better relationship and he wanted to give us choice so that we can love him, or else we have to just obey his command. The other reason why he built the tree was to show us that he is God. We are made from his images so that we can get confused. These things are the things that I learned today.

Homework

What happened?
I woke up at 12:00AM because I slept at 1:00AM yesterday. Since I had lots of homework and tests next week, I had to do it all this weekend. I could not even play. I had Mando for my lunch because my mom and dad went to the wedding in Cheonan. I had lunch by my self. After eating lunch I kept doing my homework. I had reading homework and writing homework, and English homework, and biology homework. I had much of them. I wish I can get finished by today.

Emotion
I got little bit of stress because of tests. I can just do homework and finish but tests do not have end. I need to keep work and study for the test in order to get 100%. That’s why I hate tests. Tests never end. It always comes with me and follows me. Even though I get old, tests will appear to me in other ways in life. That is the how life it goes. I cannot get rid of the tests or examinations. I wish I can just rid of all the tests sand live happily so that I do not get any stress but that things will never happen because that is the tasks we have.

Education
I learned that I have to do my homework whenever I have extra time to do it. I thought this way because it is now hard for me to do all my homework. Maybe I have to over night but I cannot stand over night working because I have lots and lots of sleep. I learned grammar today from the book about proper noun and just noun. I need to use capital letter when I write down proper noun in the text. It is easy to find proper noun because it is just the name or the only thing in the world, so that I can easily find proper noun. I wish I know more about nouns and all the grammars in the book.

Vexing day

sWhat happened?
I woke up at 7:40AM because I was very tired. For my first class, I had fitness for life. We had a summative sprint which goes into our grade right away about 70%. After exhausting my self in the gym, I had writing class. Since Ms. Bae went to India for the teachers’ meeting, Mrs. Major came for our teacher. I learned many things such as verb, perfect past, perfect future, past continuing, and future continuing. We just learned about grammar. After Mrs. Wallace came to the geometry for the Ms. Cho. She was at the India too. We learned about reasoning and conjecture. I was partner with Christine for the assignment. After geometry class I had lunch. Mrs. Wallace dismissed us earlier so that we did not have wait a line for the lunch. Today was just ordinary day.

Emotion
I had a volleyball game right after school. Actually girls played first and after girls played, I played. I caught a cold so that I could not play very well as I expected because I practiced a lot in every move we need in the volleyball. I was very disappointed at me and my team. I was disappointed at me because I could not do better, and at my team because they made mistakes which they should not have. I was so vexing that I almost cried. We could have won this came but we lost because some of the teammates did not focus because we were winning at the beginning of the game. Especially somebody that I know did not concentrate. I want him to be more aggressive to the ball.

Education
I learned many things from today’s volleyball game we had in our gym. We should be concentrated and focus to the game no matter how much we are winning or losing so that we do not make mistakes in the serve and bumping. We are always good in one set. After one set, our concentration disappears that we always get scolded. I hate that. I always want to win. I love winning but maybe teammates and I have different thoughts. Maybe I should just encourage him so that he tries more in the game.

Not cool day

What happened? Today, I woke up at 7:30AM. It was hard for me to wake up because I had a volleyball game yesterday in KKFS. But I still woke up because I had to go to school to study. I first went to homeroom class as usually. I went to reading class for my first class. I went to library to take accelerated book quiz and borrow some new books. After going to the library I had to make blog for my progressive journal. After reading class I went to geometry class to take a test which is 70% of my grades. I was very nervous about this test because it was 70% of the grades. After geometry class I went to art class. I drew many things such as animation characters, smiling faces and etc. After that I had lunch.

(Emotions)

I did not feel very good today. It was because I will have many tests tomorrow and the day after after after tomorrow. I am very nervous about the test because I did not do well on other tests such as geometry test, writing quiz, and reading quiz. I think I really need to think about volleyball because maybe I cannot catch up the work I have right now. I have to seriously think about it. Even though volleyball is important, I think school work, and study is far more important than volleyball. I am having fun on volleyball; still I really need to work. I practice volleyball almost everyday for two hours. I have to finish my work and study first before volleyball.
(Education)

After school, I practiced volleyball to prepare for the game tomorrow. Since, we did not talk to each other in the court. I think that was the problem in the court last day. We sometimes do not talk so that we lose many points in the game. We need to work on talking each other and trusting each other. We do not trust each other that much so we lose points. In order to win the game every time, we need to make those points into our points.