hi

What happened?
I went to church at 2o’clockat midnight. It was very hard for me to wake up at that time. As I woke up, I did not wash but just clothed up and went to the car. As I got on the car I slept about 40minutes in the highway. I felt so sorry for my dad because he had to drive all the way to there. He must have been really tired I guess. The place we went to was crowded with lots and lots of people. It was thousands of people because it was the lost day of midnight worship celebration. As I got there it was hard to find a seat. I got in to the one crowd. They let me sit right in front of the worship room. There were many people who did not get to the worship room. They had to stay outside and watch the screen. There were two thousand people like that. I was very lucky. Even my parents had to sit 3rd floor at the back. I was so lucky. Many people stayed overnight in the church to see this worship. I was very lucky to sit in the front seat.

Emotion
I was so blessed by the word of God and praise. The most important thing that impacts me was the prayer with other language. People beside me prayed in other language. There were name for this but I forgot. They actually prayed with other language. It was not the language they knew, but it was language that God gave them to pray. I never had a chance of it, but I am really willing to do it. I guess my heart is not fully devoted to God.

Education
I was kind of sad because, as I was praying, I felt that I was not fully devoted to God in my daily life. I was like Sunday Christian who only worshiped God on Sundays. I felt so sorry for God that I cried with true hearted. These days, I worked for my own. I think my purpose of studying is for God. How can I not study about God first and study about earthly things. I should study more about God and know about more.